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Post by Byleistr Vacanze on Nov 11, 2014 18:43:16 GMT -6
He sighed and shook his head. "You don't think I know all that?" He walked towards the front of the shop then stopped. "One last thing. Aizen put another one of those collars on her. My guess is that it seals Sumi's powers since Kita has been using them to act out. I hope you've got a plan for that too."
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Post by Urahara Kisuke on Nov 11, 2014 18:48:11 GMT -6
Kisuke sighed adjusting his hat over his eyes. "Another one." He turned and walked toward his room. "I guess Aizen did not heed Ichimaru's warning of the aeronite killing them both if left on for too long. At least Ichimaru knows how to remove it if push comes to shove."
He sighed as he disappeared to the back once more. --END RP--
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Post by Captain Tsukiro Ashimitsu on Nov 14, 2014 14:05:21 GMT -6
"Lifting the Burden":
Kisuke walked into the living room from the kitchen with a pot of tea and a tea cup. He sat them to the table and sat down, pouring himself a cup as he rubbed his temples, nursing a headache. It seemed like every week something else was pilled on his plate. As if he didn't have enough to worry about already. He dropped two sugars into his cup and stirred, sighing.
Meanwhile, behind him sat Tsukiro on the windowsill, silent and unmoving, his reiatsu concealed. He sat with his arms in his haori sleeves, his head tilted back on the edge of the open window. He watched as Kisuke sat down and poured his tea.
"All this stress is going to kill you, Kisuke," he said quietly, but loud enough for him to hear. "Isn't Yoruichi giving you any lately? I'm sure she can relieve you for a bit." |
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Post by Urahara Kisuke on Nov 14, 2014 16:07:42 GMT -6
Kisuke rubbed his temples. "I don't need sex to relax. I need Sosuke to disappear." He looked to Tsukiro still sitting in the window.
"And you have a lot of room to talk. I am handling things much better than you are. I am sure if I gave you the updates on Kita you would be back at square one." He lifted his cup taking a sip then sat it back to the table. "So don't preach to this one."
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Post by Captain Tsukiro Ashimitsu on Nov 14, 2014 17:22:04 GMT -6
Tsukiro hummed and turned around to sit forward on the windowsill. "To be honest, I've hit a dead end." He sighed and shook his head, putting his face in his hands. "I was doing great until I kept coming back to one thing. The one thing that's been haunting me and driving me to insanity and to the person that everyone hates me to be. But it's not something I can just get over."
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Post by Urahara Kisuke on Nov 14, 2014 17:28:36 GMT -6
Kisuke looked to Tsukiro. "The death of your Mother and Brother." Kisuke nodded. "You were very young when that happened. It would be hard for any child to move over that, but it is something you need to let go of somehow. It's the only way you're going to move forward with your life and to be there for Kita when she returns."
Kisuke sighed, "if she returns."
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Post by Captain Tsukiro Ashimitsu on Nov 14, 2014 17:45:54 GMT -6
Tsukiro shook his head. "That's not possible, Kisuke. I've tried. I've tried and tried but I keep ended up at the same place. I should have saved them, Kisuke. I could have done it. I was better than most at what I did, even at that age. But I didn't. I could only stand there frozen as my mother and brother were killed. I know I could have done it, but I didn't." He looked down at his hands. "There's still some days I wake up and look in the mirror and I swear I can still see their blood on my face. I can still feel it on my hands. Not a week goes by that I don't relive that day in my dreams. And it's always vivid and clear as if it were happening all over again. I'm sick of it Kisuke. I can't do this anymore. My guilt has punished me every day since that day. But I don't know how to get past it. I can't get past it." |
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Post by Urahara Kisuke on Nov 14, 2014 18:41:53 GMT -6
Kisuke sat his cup down on the table a little harder than anticipated as he looked to Tsukiro with narrowed eyes. "Let me give you a scenario, Tsukiro." He stood from the table and walked toward him.
"If you were to go all out. What would you say your reiatsu level is at right now?"
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Post by Captain Tsukiro Ashimitsu on Nov 14, 2014 18:49:01 GMT -6
Tsukiro scoffed and shook his head. "What, is this a trick question? You know I'm at a captain's level even without using my bankai on a good day. Imagine what I'd be if none of this shit ever happened. I'd be unstoppable."
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Post by Urahara Kisuke on Nov 14, 2014 18:57:11 GMT -6
Kisuke grabbed him up by his shihakusho to eye level. "Then kick my ass. If you think your all that." Kisuke shoved him back into his seat at the window.
"I am right here." He outstretched his arms, taking a step back. "Come on Big Man. Kick my ass."
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Post by Captain Tsukiro Ashimitsu on Nov 14, 2014 19:05:30 GMT -6
Tsukiro straightened his clothes as he glared at Kisuke. "I didn't come here to fight you, Kisuke. Besides, you know I can't anymore. A century, ago, yeah sure. Even then it wasn't an ass-kicking. So if you're trying to make a point, get to it."
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Post by Urahara Kisuke on Nov 14, 2014 19:17:41 GMT -6
Kisuke looked to Tsukiro. "You kicking those hollows ass or even the feeble thought you could have killed them at your power level then is the stupidest thought I have ever heard come out of your mouth."
Kisuke cuffed the side of Tsukiro's head. "It would be like Kita thinking she could kick Karin's ass. NOT HAPPENING!" He turned and walked back over to the table and sat down taking a sip of his tea. "You were a kid. Your power level compared to theirs was nonexistent. Stop blaming yourself for this tragedy. Yes, it was a horrible thing that happened, but you guilt-tripping yourself because of it is the stupidest thing you could do."
He looked over to Tsukiro as he sat back in the window. "You're stronger now. Mind and body. If you want to get over this. Realize the facts and move the fuck over it."
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Post by Captain Tsukiro Ashimitsu on Nov 14, 2014 19:31:52 GMT -6
He turned away from Kisuke, sitting on the window with his back to him he didn't move to leave, he just sat there. "You talk like that's easy Kisuke. If it was that easy, I would have been over it when I met Kita. The truth is I can never forgive myself, nor could I forgive Aizen. As for being stronger, I may have grown stronger physically, but as far as mentally, I haven't changed at all. I'm terrified that I can't change. What happened will always haunt me. And there's nothing I can do to keep that memory from tormenting me. I don't think I'll ever be able to forgive myself, even if there's nothing to forgive." He shook his head, scoffing. "You know I've never cried for them. I've always been to angry to cry. Even now."
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Post by Urahara Kisuke on Nov 14, 2014 19:54:18 GMT -6
Kisuke scoffed shaking his head and hid under his hat. "Why Yourichi claims you as her best student is beyond me. I'd be ashamed of you." He stood from the table his back to Tsukiro. "You want the easy way out. I'll give it to you, but don't expect a lot. The Hogyoku has a way of making you regret using it."
He started walking away leaving Tsukiro where he was. "Don't be surprised if you don't remember your mother or brother at all after it grants you your deepest desire."
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Post by Captain Tsukiro Ashimitsu on Nov 14, 2014 20:02:37 GMT -6
Tsukiro turned, seeing Kisuke walking off. He sat there for a long moment, considering what Kisuke had said. Would he really forget his family? But wouldn't that depend on what he wished for? If he wished for the right thing, it could help him instead of setting him down the wrong path. Once he had decided, he climbed back through the window and followed Kisuke back to his lab.
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