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Post by Lt. Izuru Kira on Dec 11, 2015 17:03:29 GMT -6
"Bullshit Kita! You're human! You're not the damn Goddess! You're not some heartless Hollow either! You're only going to be as strong as the human shell you inhabit. That's what pisses me off about all this. They are going to kill you the way they push you to grow stronger and want you to control more and more of Simi's powers." He shook his head his eyes still narrowed. "It will never happen! Not what they want from you! NEVER!" His hands balled into tight fists at his side.
He watched as Kita's head lowered again her sniffling growing. He sighed heavily his shoulders slumping forward. "I am sorry Kita." He sat back on the edge of the bed gathering her up in his arms hugging her gently so not to hurt her. He felt her wince slightly as he stroked her long raven hair, her arms wrapping around his torso. She cried on his shoulder for several minutes.
"Kita," He sighed softly as he said her name. "I am worried about you. You have changed so much. You have pushed the love of your life away, your son don't know you anymore and you two were always so close." He pushed back from her looking into her cloudy blue eyes, he kissed her cheek, pulling back he looked into her eyes again.
"What are you thinking? What...What are you looking for in all of this? Do you know? Or are you just running blindly through your life now?"
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Post by Kita Miyamoto on Dec 11, 2015 19:28:12 GMT -6
Kita dried her eyes with her bandaged hand. "I don't know. I feel...I feel empty. I feel I have been betrayed by the only person I have ever fully trusted."
Izuru cupped her cheek once more nodding his head slowly, "Ichimaru."
She sniffled again and started sobbing as she fell into Izuru's chest face first, her hands grabbing at his jacket. "How could he do this to me? To us? It hurts so bad. I feel like my heart has been ripped from my chest and..." She grew silent sobbing into his chest. "And he acts like its nothing." With her face still buried in his jacket she hit him in the chest with the side of her balled hand.
Startled Izuru jumped slightly looking down at the woman in his arms as she still sobbed. His hand still stroking her hair gently down her back he kissed the top of her head. "Is that why you turned to Tervaden?"
Kita grew silent again pulling away from him. "Vale came to me. He is just as mad and upset about all this as I am." She wiped away more tears. "I found comfort with him. One thing lead to another and..." She grew silent again.
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Post by Lt. Izuru Kira on Dec 11, 2015 19:40:58 GMT -6
"Your relationship with him is dangerous, Kita. It's not healthy." Izuru informed her in a soft tone, his head shaking slightly. "I don't know what you two are doing, but your screams last night suggests he was torturing you, but... You were enjoying it." He looked into her eyes asking his next question. "Were you--Kita? Because your reiatsu--it was; it was like what I have felt when you and Ichimaru are together, but never have you screamed like that with Ichimaru."
Izuru paused lifting her head as she was slowly lowered it. "Kita?" He looked into her eyes, "Your reiatsu has been really low the last couple of days. That is not normal for you unless you have been around Aizen and you haven't been that I know of, so what is going on? What is Tervaden doing to you?"
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Post by Kita Miyamoto on Dec 11, 2015 20:42:06 GMT -6
"What Vale and I do is none of your business, Izuru." Kita informed him.
Izuru got an upset look in his eyes. "I am taking a guess here, but what was going on between you and the Fourth Espada has something to do with you and Vale don't it?"
Kita grew silent pulling away from Izuru's hand on her chin as he still held her head up, her look turning slightly away from him. "I told you, Izuru. What happens between me and Vale is none of your business."
"So do you think Tervaden cares about you? Is that what this is? Do you think he loves you?" Izuru ask getting disgusted as thoughts entered his mind of what the two were doing behind closed doors. "Do you Kita?" Izuru demanded to know.
Kita looked to him with narrowed eyes. "Of course not. Vale and I have an understanding."
"OH! Is that what you call this!?" Izuru got up from the bed his fingers combing through his hair, his other hand on his hip as he turned and started pacing the floor next to the bed. He huffed his head nodding his eyes widening. "An understanding." His head nodded again. "He fucks you senseless while torturing the shit out of you and you enjoy it? That's some kinda understanding." He spun in place looking at her with wide eyes. "ARE YOU BENT!?!"
Kita narrowed her eyes at him leaning forward she swung her legs over the edge of the bed with a wince trying to push herself up off the bed. "You have no right!" She growled, standing with a waver in her stance.
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Post by Lt. Izuru Kira on Dec 11, 2015 20:43:41 GMT -6
"Maybe I don't, but your letting him torture your body for sexually pleasure!" His hands shot up as they dropped back to his sides one hand pointed out at her. "And your fucking enjoying it! When did you become a masochist?!"
Kita slowly walked past him heading toward the bathroom as she spoke softly. "I have always enjoyed pain, Izuru."
Izuru turned quickly looking at her as he bellowed out, "Do you love him?!"
"I already told you." Kita replied not stopping on her path to the bathroom.
"NO!" Izuru bellowed again darting up behind her, he grabbed her arm turning her to look at him. To his surprise she moaned as if she enjoyed the pain as it shot through her body. He quickly released her as her pleasure seeking eyes looking into his. "No you told me you two had an understanding. That tells me nothing of your feelings for him. I can tell you for a fact Tervaden would and will never care about you nor would he ever love you. You on the other hand. You are a caring person and with Ichimaru hurting you I fear you might misunderstand what is going on here between you and Tervaden."
Kita chuckled softly her head shaking, "I am thirty-seven years old Izuru not sixteen. I won't lie to you. I do care about Tervaden," Izuru's eyes widened Kita smirking at him, "but I have always cared about Vale. Even though he was an ass back in the days, there was always something about Vale that I knew was good. Just like Gin. It was there. There was just no one to help him pull it out of him."
"And you think you can do that with him like you did with Ichimaru?" Izuru growled shaking his head madly. "They're two totally different men."
"No, I don't, and yes they are." She turned away from Izuru again. "I am not out to change Vale. He did a great job of doing that himself over the last seven years. I like him just the way he is, there is no need to change him anymore."
Izuru called for her again as her hand rested to the door handle of the bathroom. "You know Ichimaru is not going to be happy about this. He hates Tervaden with a passion."
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Post by Gin Ichimaru on Dec 11, 2015 21:26:02 GMT -6
Despite his current condition, Gin couldn't help but laugh quietly at the irony of that statement so soon after Vale had attempted to run him down. He reached into his bloodstained pocket, pulling out the ring that had been left in the throne room. It had taken all his remaining stealth to find it while not attracting attention, but he had. By slinking in the shadows.
Shadows. That which kept the extent of his violent past hidden and that into which his feelings for the woman inside had been buried. Not forgotten or released. Buried deep, deep and moving deeper still at the blood staining the couch... and the walls outside.
How far would she wander to repay him for what he had done?
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Post by Kita Miyamoto on Dec 11, 2015 21:38:27 GMT -6
It was a while before Kita emerged from the bathroom as she found Izuru sitting at the end of the bed, his head between his hands, his elbows resting to his knees. Kita sighed as she walked out, all bandages removed and a towel wrapped around her, another towel draped over her head. "Could you leave, please."
Izuru shot up off the bed and looked her way, his eyes narrowed. "No!" He blurted out. "Its not like I have not seen you nude. Hell I saved your ass in the hall just a few hours ago."
Kita shrugged and walked over to the dressed opening a couple of the drawers grabbing a few things out. Then walked over to the wardrobe opening the double doors and grabbed a new uniform. She walked over to the bed dropping them there. Then dropped her towel. Izuru's eyes widened as he turned quickly from her.
"I thought you said you had seen me nude? What's the matter Izuru?" She chuckled softly and slowly started getting dressed making sure not to catch any wounds to reopen them.
His hand came up and combed through his hair, his other hand on his hip, he only mumbled under his breath.
Kita giggled softly, "You don't have to worry about me, Izuru. I can take care of myself. You all might think I am helpless and at times I might be, but in those times of weakness is when my biggest lessons are learned. I will grow stronger and then no one will have to worry about me at all."
Izuru sighed his head shaking slightly. "Ichimaru will always worry about you. Even if you think different. He loves you very much, Kita and always will."
Kita huffed, "He has a really fucked up way of showing it with fucking my best friend." She froze at the thought as the image popped into her head, tears pooling in her eyes again.
Izuru turned in her silence seeing the tears forming in her eyes. Her being only in her panties did not phase him when his eyes could only fixate on the cuts and bruises covering her body. He stepped toward her slowly cupping her cheek again lifting her head to look him in the eyes. "Talk to him Kita. I am not condoning what he did to you, but you love him still I can see it in your eyes. He may have hurt you, but that love you feel for him is what makes this hurt so badly."
Kita sniffled nodding her head slowly. "If he was around I might do that, but he is gone. He disappeared the other day. I have not seen him since."
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Post by Gin Ichimaru on Dec 11, 2015 21:57:11 GMT -6
Gin really disliked moving on anyone's command, but the words of the kid and Kita had him pushing the door open and lean against it. He didn't, however, look her way long. He looked bad enough as it was, drenched in blood, mud, water and burns. There were splinters of wood underneath his hair. The silver bangs could prove distracted and act as camouflage. But then again, with her injuries there, the deep red marks and blue bruises across skin that had long stopped carrying wounds long, his beating seemed nothing more than scratches...and in a way, he guessed that they were.
He tried to grin into the silence but couldn't quite. "And I can be gone quick enough again..." he murmured. "If wanted..." he added.
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Post by Kita Miyamoto on Dec 11, 2015 22:09:05 GMT -6
Hearing the door open Kita looked its way seeing Gin there, then lean against the frame without a care in the world. He was a mess and her heart leap in her chest hurting even more as her hot tears broke from her eyes and rolled down her cheeks. She went to step forward lifting her hand reaching out for him as she went to move toward him, then he spoke; freezing her in place.
Her heart clenched with his words spoken, a quick soft gasp escaping her. Her hand quickly dropped as she grabbed her things from the bed clutching them to her chest as she turned and walked toward the bathroom once more.
"Then what keeps you from going? Your new girlfriend?" Kita replied sarcastically.
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Post by Gin Ichimaru on Dec 11, 2015 22:19:54 GMT -6
Gin visibly winced and hunched his shoulders. "I have no girlfriend now," he whispered simply. "What I meant was...that I could leave...if you don't want to see me still." His hands clenched, bones cracking, and turned his back on her. "But please...if my words hold any weight... stay away from Tervaden... and heal before you return to his bed."
He reached for the door to close it again. The wound she'd carved still hurt too much to be in her presence long as a stranger. A slim grin formed at the foolish belief that he had closed it. Then faded.
"If you can't bear to be alone, sleep with the kid. He....won't hurt you." He started to close the door again.
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Post by Kita Miyamoto on Dec 11, 2015 22:26:56 GMT -6
Kita spun quickly and growled loudly, "OH YOU WOULD LOVE THAT WOULDN'T YOU!?" She growled again. "Fuck you Ichimaru!! Sleep with the Kid! Asshole!" She stepped toward the bathroom.
She didn't get very far. Gin shunpo'ed to her side and flung her around, something passing in his eyes as she cried out. That look of clear, sharp pain solidified a moment later. "I would rather it add another betrayal to our lot than you coming back looking like that again from your play with Tervaden and the Espada!"
Kita drew back her hand and slapped him across the face, her eyes narrowed. "Bastard! My betrayal?! You took another woman into our bed first. The damage was already done! You have no one to blame but your selfish ass self for this! I have betrayed no one! WHY?! Because there was no one to betray!!"
Gin turned his head, letting the blood flow down from the cut opened. But his eyes narrowed. "So me being an ass excuses you running off the deep end?" he snapped. He turned to face her again, a sneer twisting his expression. "How badly did you let him tear into you that you were helpless to the Bat?" His expression faded. "And why...?"
Kita chuckled, "Lets just say it was better than anything you ever gave me."
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Post by Gin Ichimaru on Dec 11, 2015 23:12:04 GMT -6
Gin's flashes of red shifted at those words. And as black painted his world, he slammed his fist into the wall...breaking his fist, spilling blood across Kita's face, and leaving a hole. He didn't feel it. He just stared deep, deep into Kita's soul. The crystalline shards pierced her dark pools, searching, reaching. But at that moment, he didn't know what for. Gin stared, his eyes slowly losing their telling glint, before standing away from where he had pinned her to the wall. His silver hair fell over his eyes.
A wide, macabre smile stretched across his lips.
"Then go..." he hissed.
Gin disappeared from the bedroom.
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Post by Kita Miyamoto on Dec 11, 2015 23:24:40 GMT -6
Kita slid to the floor her knees drawn up as she folded her arms across her knees her head resting to her folded arms as she started to sob. She heard feet shuffle in the room knowing it was Izuru.
"Leave." She told him.
"Kita--"
"I SAID FUCKING LEAVE!!" As her head came up and she screamed at him at the top of her lungs, her eyes wild with heart break, anger and fear.
Izuru sighed walking to the bedroom door, and exited the room leaving her there alone.
Kita did not move as her head went back to her arms, her tears falling to her lap. Was it really over, was he really gone? Has she chased off the only man she truly ever loved? Her tears fell faster as she wrapped her arms around her legs pulling them closer to her.
It hurt... It hurt so badly... Why won't it stop...
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Post by Sojiro Ichimaru on Dec 11, 2015 23:54:05 GMT -6
A few minutes later, the door creaked open and Sojiro elbowed his way past the arms of Izuru, his eyes darkening to violet streaks at his anxiety at everything set before him in the last couple days. Seeing his mother huddled in a corner, skin naked, covered in wounds, he sighed and pulled a sheet from the bed, covering her to keep what he saw to a minimum.
For a moment, he wondered if Aunt Yoruichi would have cracked a strange joke at that. But his amusement flickered away as he sat beside her and touched her hand.
"Mom," he asked, "are you hurting yourself on purpose because of the big mistake of Father's?"
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Post by Kita Miyamoto on Dec 12, 2015 0:13:18 GMT -6
Kita looked up into the eyes of her sons. Still so innocent in so many ways for living in the darkest place she had grown to know. How did he do it? How did he stay his sweet loving self through all the hell he had been placed through? She threw her arms around him hugging him tightly. So much like his father, but still like her in so many ways. His balance was perfect; something she could only dream of possessing. It took his father in keeping her grounded, and now... now he was gone. Gone like the light that was flickering inside her. What happened? What happened to her happy, loving family?
"No," She whispered to him. "I have no one to blame for that but myself and I have no one to blame for what happened between me and your father--but myself. I pushed him to this. He is right. I was so wrapped up in what I needed to do for Lord Aizen that I overlooked him." She pulled back from the embrace cupping his face in her hands as she looked into his eyes. "Just like I overlooked you." She wrapped her arms around him again.
"I am sorry. I am sorry for chasing your father away and you." Her tears continued to fall.
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