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Post by Kita Miyamoto on Sept 10, 2014 0:15:45 GMT -6
Kita lowered her eyes from Juushiro's and sighed. "I don't know much. Only what I heard talked about outside my door and what Loki bragged about over his master. I do know..." She drifted a sad tone in her voice. "I won't say what I know for a fact, but he had to do more than that for Yumiko to not see what kind of man he is, but he has Yumiko wrapped around his little finger. The same he said he was going to do with me."
She looked up quickly at Juushiro. "He gave me her kimono one day for helping him, pushing her into his arms." She shook her head violently. "I didn't do anything, I swear! I was only trying to get away from Loki and I ran into her in the hall! I asked for her help and she was going to do it! I know she was!" Kita's head dropped again as did her tone. "Then Loki appeared, ... and with his lies... She believed him over me."
Tsukiro held her close to him. "No one is blaming you, Kita." He kissed her forehead softly. "It's alright." He told her as she started to shake.
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Post by Captain Juushiro Ukitake on Sept 10, 2014 10:22:52 GMT -6
Juushiro paled but kept his body from shaking, fighting the pain that arose at the thought of Sousuke sleeping with Yumiko. Pushing her into his arms had to mean that, nothing else. He wouldn't contemplate more. Ironically, Kita's trembling made it easier. Focusing on others always made his pain easier.
The captain squeezed the girl's hand. "Tsukiro is right, Kita. Whatever happened in Las Noches is not your fault. If Yumiko-" his voice caught despite his best efforts to stay calm but he forged on. "If she didn't believe you when faced with an espada, then Sousuke had already begun spinning his lies for her before you had arrived, probably as soon as he rescued her."
He took a breath. "Sousuke had us believing him for decades before he betrayed us - he and I were close friends, in fact - and those he couldn't fool, he removed, such as Kisuke and his former captain." Juushiro set a hand on her head, brushing some hair out of her eyes. "It's alright," he murmured, "we'll get the girls back."
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Post by Captain Tsukiro Ashimitsu on Sept 10, 2014 12:55:45 GMT -6
Tsukiro looked to Kita from Ukitake. She was still shaking and when he smoothed a hand over her face and neck her skin felt almost feverish. He turned back to Ukitake. "Captain, maybe we had better let her rest for now. She feels hot. I don't want her getting sick from all of this."
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Post by Captain Juushiro Ukitake on Sept 10, 2014 13:48:23 GMT -6
Juushiro nodded and stood, letting her hand go. "Rest for now. We can continue this later. Shunsui," she blinked, confused, "the Captain Commander," he explained, "will be back soon with some photos of the seated officers. We believe Aizen's daughter is in that group. If it will help ease your mind, think about ending this part of Aizen's games." He turned to leave.
"What will happen to her?" Kita asked quietly.
Juushiro didn't turn. "She will be traded for a prisoner of his." He left the room, closing the door behind him.
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Post by Yoruichi Shihoin on Sept 10, 2014 13:58:22 GMT -6
Yoruichi jumped off of Tsukiro's shoulder and onto the floor. "I will be heading off to help them. Tsukiro, take care of her. We're counting on your ass much as she is."
Tsukiro nodded. "Yes sensei."He got up and opened the door for the cat.
The cat trotted out the door, it's tail swaying back and forth.
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Post by Captain Tsukiro Ashimitsu on Sept 10, 2014 14:06:49 GMT -6
Tsukiro closed the door and went back to Kita on the bed. He knelt in front of her, cupping her cheeks.
"Are you okay? Do you want a shower first before resting?"
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Post by Kita Miyamoto on Sept 10, 2014 16:04:13 GMT -6
Kita looked to Tsukiro then down at what she was wearing. "I would like some clothes and yes a hot shower would be wonderful."
She looked around the room and sighed softly as she held the front of Tsukiro's jacket closed in front of her. It was another prison. Though this one had many pretty colors. It was still a prison to her. She wondered for how long and if it was day or night outside. It felt likes months since she had seen the sun and the clouds. Felt the breeze on her face and heard the birds singing. She just wanted this to be over, but she knew in her heart as long as Azien lived and wanted the Seraph within her. It never would be.
She looked back to Tsukiro which was still kneeling in front of her. "If you show me where the bathroom is I will bathe while you find me something to wear."
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Post by Captain Tsukiro Ashimitsu on Sept 10, 2014 16:31:22 GMT -6
Tsukiro nodded, smiling up at her. "I can do that." He kissed her softly, wrapping his arms around her. "Bathe as long as you want. I'm not going anywhere. When you're ready, call for me and I'll bring you a change of clothes."
She nodded and he picked her up bridal style and carried her to the bathroom over in the next room. He pushed open the door and walked in. Setting her on the edge of the tub, he knelt next to her again, taking her hands in his.
"Kita, I want you to promise me two things." He kissed the back of her hands. "Promise me that no matter what, no matter how horrible something is, you will always talk to me about what's bothering you. I want you to trust me with what's hurting you. I want to make things better, but I can't if I don't know everything about what's wrong. And second..." He took her cheeks in his hands again and lifted her head up high. "Never--I mean never, ever--hang your head again. You're not in penetance. You have nothing to be ashamed of. You have no reason to hang your head. Don't give Aizen and those devils the satisfaction of seeing you walk around and sit with your chin to your chest. Be the proud, fun loving girl that I know you still are. Even though we're stuck in this hell. Please promise me those things?"
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Post by Kita Miyamoto on Sept 10, 2014 17:11:15 GMT -6
Kita looked Tsukiro in the eyes. Her eyes dull and filled with pain. He speaks, but don't understand. She was there and still did not understand. She wanted to. She wanted to understand why Aizen wanted to hurt people like her, Karin, Orhime and Yumiko. She wanted to understand why Gin would turn like he did so easily. She knew the world she lived in was a mess. She knew not everyone was nice, gentle and loving. She knew all this. What she did not know was why.
She smiled at Tsukiro and nodded. It was just like Gin said. She can't give up. She has to push forward and she was not going to let him win. She was not going to let him win when she was there. She can't let him win now that she was free of him. She wanted to get stronger. Mind, body and soul. She would never be strong enough to beat them phyicially, but she knew mentally she could out witt them. She could play on the same level as Aizen if not better and if she ever faced him again she would prove that.
"I promise I will."
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Post by Captain Tsukiro Ashimitsu on Sept 10, 2014 17:21:42 GMT -6
Tsukiro saw her smile and searched her eyes. Somehow he saw a few of the gears moving in her head. He smiled back, satisfied that she meant it. "Good. That's the Kita I know and love." He hugged her once more, kissing her cheek. "Enjoy your bath. I'll be waiting for you to finish."
He smiled at her again and left, closing the door all but a crack.
He waited until he heard the bath faucet squeak and start flowing before going back into the bedroom. He went to the dresser along the right wall and opened its drawers. One was filled with kimonos. He picked out a dark violet one with pink sakura blossoms then moved to the drawer with hakama where he picked out a matching violet skirt. He folded them both and set them on the bed. In two other drawers were undergarnments. He was unsure of her bra size so he left that out. From the other drawer he pulled out a pair of panties in her size and went over to slip them in the hakama skirt so it couldn't be seen. Stacking the kimono and the hakama on top of each other neatly, he went back into the living room and sat on the couch with the set of clothes in his lap. He sighed, relaxing for the first time in several weeks, waiting for Kita to finish.
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Post by Kita Miyamoto on Sept 10, 2014 19:08:33 GMT -6
Kita walked out of the bathroom a little later a towel wrapped around her and one draped over her shoulders drying her hair as she walked out. She was not paying attention to anything so she did not know Tsukiro was sitting on the couch waiting for her to exit the bathroom. She jumped when she saw him from the corner of her eyes as she grabbed the front of the towel around her.
"Tsukiro?" She replied in a breathless manor. "You scared me."
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Post by Captain Tsukiro Ashimitsu on Sept 10, 2014 19:37:35 GMT -6
Tsukiro jumped up, feeling like a fool for just sitting there silently for her to come out. He should have told her.
"I'm sorry baby. I should have told you I was sitting there waiting." He held out the clothes to her. "You want me to wait out here while you change? Or can I sit in the room with you? I won't look if you don't want me to."
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Post by Kita Miyamoto on Sept 10, 2014 19:56:30 GMT -6
Kita looked at him as he stood there his arms extended with her clothes. She could not help but giggle softly at the look on his face. So innocent and afraid he was going to do something wrong with her. She felt sad that he suffered as much as she had if not more. She gave him a soft smile and walked over to him taking the clothes from him and dropping them to the couch. He stood there dumbfounded as he looked from the clothes now on the couch back to Kita. When he looked back she was walking across the room over to the bed. When she reached the foot of the bed she turned and looked at him.
"Do you still want me?" Kita asked him.
The look on his face was still dumbfounded as he looked at her. Before he could answer she pulled the towel from around her shoulders and dropped it to the floor. Her hand then reached in front of her grabbing the edge of the towel wrapped around her. She pulled at it as it became untucked and it also dropped to the floor around her feet.
"I forgot what it was like to be loved. To be made love to. Tell me you still want me. That you still love me and that I am beautiful."
A stray tear trickled down her cheek as she stood before him disrobed. All she wanted was to feel what she felt every time they made love. She wanted to remember.
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Post by Captain Tsukiro Ashimitsu on Sept 10, 2014 20:07:33 GMT -6
Tsukiro's shoulders shook as he digested her words. Suddenly it was like a dam breaking. He ran to her and took her in his arms, kissing her fiercely. He kissed her over and over, holding her tightly until he was out of breath.
"Yes," he gasped. "Yes baby, I still want you. I'll always want you. You're the most beautiful woman in the world. I couldn't dream of miss treating you." He took her face in his hands. He looked deep in her eyes, his own looking hungry but also filled with undying love. "Let me love you, baby. Let me make love to you. If you don't remember, I'll remind you."
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Post by Kita Miyamoto on Sept 10, 2014 20:24:42 GMT -6
Kita winced when he grabbed her. It was gentle but he rushed her grabbing a hold of her out of his own fear of thinking he had lost her. She took a deep breath reminding herself she was with Tsukiro and only Tsukiro and wrapped her arms around him, hugging him gently as she whispered into his ear.
"I can't explain what I feel right now. I am scared but I am not. However, I am more afraid of losing you then I am of my own fears right now. I don't want him to win and I am scared if I don't do this right now... I never will."
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