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Post by Captain Tsukiro Ashimitsu on Sept 10, 2014 20:36:42 GMT -6
Tsukiro pulled away and took a deep breath. He nodded, smiling.
"I understand. We'll conquer your fear together." He brushed her hair back and slowly picked her up. He crawled up in the bed and gently laid her down.
"So let's do it this way: no rough stuff, no dominating. We'll take it slow. You tell me what you want me to do. You call the shots. Just pure TLC. Sound good?"
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Post by Kita Miyamoto on Sept 10, 2014 20:52:07 GMT -6
Kita cupped his face with both her hands and looked into his eyes. "Just make love to me. That's all I want."
She pressed her lips to his in a heated kiss caressing her hands down his back and grabbed a hold of his shirt. She started pulling his shirt up as her warm hands caressed up his spine. Still kissing him, her tongue in his mouth as she struggled to keep her emotions under control.
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Post by Captain Tsukiro Ashimitsu on Sept 10, 2014 21:05:36 GMT -6
He let her pull his shirt off then went back to kissing her slowly yet deeply. He kissed down her jaw to her neck, not even daring to think about marking her. She'd been marked enough to last her lifetime. He continued to kiss her neck tenderly until she gave him a sign that it was okay to continue further.
"You're beautiful, Kita. I love you more than anything. I missed you so much."
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Post by Kita Miyamoto on Sept 10, 2014 21:16:33 GMT -6
"I love you."
She gasp as he took her nipple between his lips and sucked gently his hands caressing her sides and hips. Visions of Las Noches trying hard to enter her mind as she turned her head from side to side to get rid of them.
"No," she told herself. "I wont allow you to destroy something beautiful between me and Tsukiro." She lifted her hands to her head grabbing handfuls of her hair and tightened her grip. "No." She said to herself again.
She let Tsukiro continue as he kissed her softly. Every kiss; no matter how gentle. No matter how soft he delivered it to her. Felt like a strike from the back of Aizen or Loki's hand.
"Make it go away." She called to Tsukiro softly. "Please. Just make it go away."
There were no tears, but pain laced her tone.
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Post by Captain Tsukiro Ashimitsu on Sept 10, 2014 21:28:04 GMT -6
Tsukiro lifted his head, noticing the torment and was going through just by him kissing her. He held her face as gently as he could.
"Hey. Kita. Look at me. I'm right here. You're right here with me. No one is here. It's just me and you. Me and you baby. Look at me."
When she did he picked her up and turned them over so she was on top, hoping that would help her feel some sense of control over what she was experiencing. However he didn't know what his actions were doing to her. He didn't know if he was helping her or making it worse. But he couldn't be afraid. She was already scared enough for the both of them.
"Tell me what to do," he asked desperately. "You want more, or..." He was afraid of the answer. "You know I would never hurt you."
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Post by Kita Miyamoto on Sept 10, 2014 21:45:48 GMT -6
Kita looked down at him as she hovered over the top of him. Her eyes then rolled back into her head and she collapsed on top of him. It was as if some ripped her soul out of her and she lay there dead on top of Tsukiro.
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Post by Captain Tsukiro Ashimitsu on Sept 10, 2014 21:52:44 GMT -6
"Kita!!"
Tsukiro shot upright, his heart dropping to his stomach. He turned her around, cradling her in his lap. He shook her firmly.
"Kita!! Kita wake up!! Come on, wake up!" He rubbed her cheek coarsely. "Kita, can you hear me? Talk to me baby. Say something. Come on. Wake up."
His chest felt as if someone were ripping out his heart. He was close to hyperventilating.
"Please wake up, baby. I need you here with me."
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Post by Sumi on Sept 10, 2014 22:12:08 GMT -6
Appearing from nothing, Sumi stood across the room looking at Tsukiro. "She lives, boy. She collapsed from the anxiety of everything. She wants to grow stronger. Not only physically, but mentally. She wants to be able to face Aizen fearlessly when he takes her again. So she pushes herself to become just that. She fears for Ichimaru and what will become of him if she does not."
Tsukiro was about to protest as Sumi quickly raised her hand shaking her head. "You cannot stop it. This is the will of the Gods and it will happen. Nothing you do or say will stop this. The only thing you can do is be there for her. Help her. Support her. Step up and be the man that she needs. Not a boy that thinks of only himself."
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Post by Captain Tsukiro Ashimitsu on Sept 10, 2014 22:22:07 GMT -6
Outraged, Tsukiro gently set Kita down, covering her with the bed sheets. He stood up walking towards the seraph.
"You heartless bitch!" He roared. "You think I'm being selfish?! Are you out of your holy fucking mind!!?? Her well being is ALL I've been thinking of since I found her in Karakura!! And you think I'm being selfish!!??"
He pointed at Kita. "Look at her!!! She asked me to make love to her, and because of those mother fuckers in Las Noches, I can't give her what she wants!! She passed out because she couldn't handle me loving on her while memories of all the shit she went through replaying in her mind!! You seriously think I'm worried about the next time I'm gonna get some from her!!?"
He turned and walked back to Kita, lifting her head up into his lap as he sat down. He stroked her hair.
"For your information I AM trying to help her be strong, but I'm not going to force her to do things she doesn't want to do. That's how she ended up like this in the first place!"
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Post by Sumi on Sept 10, 2014 22:29:59 GMT -6
Sumi sighed as she watched Tsukiro walk back over to the bed. "You have much to learn, Tsukiro Ashimitsu. So much too learn."
Her figure started to fade as her voice lingered in the room. "She will awaken soon. Let her rest. She will need all the energy she can gather for the next journey in her life."
The room fell silent and Sumi was gone.
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Post by Captain Tsukiro Ashimitsu on Sept 10, 2014 22:39:45 GMT -6
Tsukiro sat for a long moment, looking down at Kita before he eventually sighed and slid out from under her. He bunched the covers around her and put her in a comfortable position. He went back out to the living room and grabbed her clothes, fixing them up a bit. He set them next to her on the bed and sat on the edge, next to her. He slumped his shoulders, his head landing in his hands.
Sumi was right. He hadn't been there for her. Not at all. And the whole time he was thinking of how there was no possible way he could go on by himself if she were gone.
He'd been acting like the worst possible boyfriend.
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Post by Commander Shunsui Kyoraku on Sept 10, 2014 23:02:30 GMT -6
An hour passed before someone knocked on the door, the Captain Commander by the feel of his reiatsu. Tsukiro sat up as the man came through a moment later. Setting a box down, he tipped his hat.
"How's the princess doing?"
"Asleep," Tsukiro murmured.
"Good," Shunsui nodded. "She probably needs that as much as anything else." He tapped the box. "These can wait." He looked around the living room, and from another door, Yoruichi trotted out.
"About time you returned," she grumbled, leaping up onto Tsukiro's chair. She gestured towards the door. "You need to go talk to our favorite white knight. It's too early in the game for him to collapse."
Shunsui lowered his hat with a sigh. "What happened?"
"Kita had some news about Yumiko, and it wasn't good."
Shunsui kept his eyes hidden. "Understood. I will talk to him."
He paused just after passing Tsukiro's chair. "You can't heal everything at once, kid. It's naive to believe that." He left the room, leaving Yoruichi to talk to Tsukiro.
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Post by Captain Juushiro Ukitake on Sept 11, 2014 0:30:01 GMT -6
Though he had been thankful that the cat realized he was in a bad way after listening to Kita's information, the kind captain didn't feel like discussing his turmoil and creeping despair. He'd held it back for so long, but Kita's information, of how Aizen had mostly likely stolen her innocence, brought it all back up.
At first, he decided to be there for Yumiko because of her unfortunate circumstances, and it hadn't been a solo endeavor. It was one of the last missions given to both himself and Shunsui by Sensei Yamamoto. He'd taken it up gladly. Then, her family all but disowned her, and the war had taken the old man away from them all. Shunsui stepped up as ordered and Yumiko began to withdraw into herself, not wanting to be a bother. She didn't feel like she could complain or grieve because according to her family, she was in the wrong. If there was ever a time they were close to losing her, it was then, in the transition between Yama-jii and Shunsui, even more than when her parents verbally stabbed her. It was there when his mission changed -- to be there for her no matter what, be the family she should have had. Along the way, Yumiko had become a surrogate daughter and later apprentice to the captain.
Stealing her away, having the chance to corrupt what he had tried so hard to protect and safeguard ... Sousuke would be hard pressed to hurt him as deeply and easily.
Laid out on the futon with a hand over his eyes, Juushiro didn't move when the familiar reiatsu of his friend replaced the feline's that had curled at his feet earlier.
He sighed. "We failed her, Shunsui."
Shunsui set his hat aside and leaned against the opposite wall. "That's only true if you give up, Juu-chan, and you know it," he murmured, voice likewise low. "Are you giving up, old friend?"
"I can't," Juushiro replied simply.
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Post by Commander Shunsui Kyoraku on Sept 11, 2014 0:40:59 GMT -6
"Those words sustained you enough to pass Isane's medical exam, old friend. They can keep you going now," Shunsui stated gently. His eyes darkened in sadness. "Yes, we made a mistake taking so long to release her, but it is in the past. We can't let it weigh on us. It will make it that much harder to do anything we must to free her now."
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Post by Captain Juushiro Ukitake on Sept 11, 2014 0:44:50 GMT -6
Juushiro sighed and sat up, running a hand through his damp hair. "He might have slept with her, Shunsui. I'm scared to even contemplate the indications of that." He paused. "Add that to whatever he said to you to make you lose your temper with Kisuke.... It makes me sick."
Shunsui set a hand on his shoulder. "She's going to need you, Juushiro. We all do. You can do this."
Juushiro sighed. "Sometimes I wonder how, old friend. I really do." He leaned against Shunsui's shoulder. "Kaien's death was easier than this."
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