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Post by Seto Tetsuya on Nov 5, 2016 20:03:29 GMT -6
"Comfort for a Tender Heart":Seto sighed as he appeared in a field of tall grass not too far from where Kita had wandered. He shook his head at the sight of her. She was shivering, her arms wrapped around as she starred at the starless sky. He walked silently, trying not to startle her. Removing his jacket, Seto draped it over her shoulders. Even then, she did not move. "Kita?" whispered Seto. When she did not answer, Seto sat next to her in the grass. Leaning back on his elbows, Seto sighed. "I'm not Gin, Kita." he said plainly. "I don't know how to say that. Everyone is expecting me to..." he sighed. "I'm sorry ok?"
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Post by Kita Miyamoto on Nov 5, 2016 22:28:22 GMT -6
Kita turned and looked down to him as he sat on the ground at her feet. "Is that an effort to make me feel less like a fool for falling for a man that used me? That saw me for nothing more than a Pet like Lord Aizen said? That saw me as nothing more than propriety like you told me?"
Seto only looked at her with another sigh, she turned and looked back up to the starless night sky. "Every man that I think is different. That I think is more than everyone believes. Has taken my love and never returned it. Am I that big of a fool? Am I that easy to play?" Her hands lifted as she covered her face, Seto's jacket sliding from her shoulders, pooling at her feet.
"How long? How long before I find out you are are no different? Or you learn to control your powers and find out what you though was love is only your powers reflecting my feelings for you and you truly don't love me."
She sobbed into her hands. "I would be better off alone at this rate."
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Post by Seto Tetsuya on Nov 6, 2016 6:36:19 GMT -6
Seto sighed, sliding closer to Kita. He leaned against her as reached up taking one of her hands in his. "I'm not going anywhere. How I feel about you...when I'm with you...when I think about you...That's real. And, it's never going to change."
"You don't know that."
"Kita..." he mumbled. "When I asked you to leave with me, when you were waiting for Gin to wake...If I truly were reflecting how you felt, then I would have asked with hesitation. And, then probably reneged on my offer. You were afraid. I knew exactly what I wanted." Seto let his hand fall from Kita's. "You want to know what my biggest problem with Gin is? You still love him. You defend him. And, it's all to a degree that makes me question if you really love me."
"You know I do."
"Yes. But, you don't make me feel that way. You can't love two people equally. Not like this. Someone will suffer for the sake of loving the other. And, its me."
"You don't think Gin's suffered because I chose to love you?!"
"No! No, I don't!" shouted Seto. "He's selfish, Kita. He knew you would wait. Not because he loved you but because he knew he had that much control over you. Kita's nothing without Gin. Gin's nothing without Kita. That's why he's not Gin anymore. He doesn't know how to be without you - his favorite game. You're not a game to me. You're my wife and the mother of my children. Nothing is going to change that. No matter how frustrated I get from people telling me that you're going to leave me. And, that you belong with Gin. I've done some shit to you, yes. But, he's done far worse. But, everyone, even Kisuke and Sumi, have looked passed that."
"They're counting down the days until I leave you. How fair is all of this for me? You love another. And, everyone else thinks my love for you is a joke. And, now look...You're moping over him. And, assuming the pain he's given you is going to come from me, as well. What am I supposed to do here? How am I supposed to fix this, love? Gin's problems are not mine. Yet.." Seto sighed at the sight of his wife. She said nothing as tear poured down her face.
"I'm sorry, love." he whispered, wiping away her tears. He lifted the jacket from the ground and wrapped it around her shoulders again. Sliding closer, he wrapped an arm around Kita's waist and kissed the top of her head. "Do not take what my father told you to the extreme, love. I love you, Kita Tetsuya. And, nothing will ever change that."
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Post by Kita Miyamoto on Nov 6, 2016 10:57:27 GMT -6
Kita still cried as Seto held her close. "I am not moping. I am hurt and mad that he used me and I was foolish enough to let him. I was blind to what everyone was telling me because I was so wrapped up in him." She turned climbing into his lap resting her head to his shoulder as she dried away her tears. "I was young and naive. Stuck in a whirlwind that kept sucking me down. I was scared and I clung on to whatever would allow me to."
"I do love you. Very much, and I am sorry I hurt you with my feeling for Gin." She looked up at him looking into his soft gray eyes. "But for fifteen years he was all I had. The only one that could be there for me. And he was. He was at my side through it all. The pain, the tears the laughter. The good times and the bad. He was there. We needed one another to survive to thrive and get through the hell we were in." Her look lowered from Seto.
"I was his light and he was my darkness. We used that from one another to survive." She sighed her eyes lifting to the darkened sky once more, "I guess we are both guilty of using one another and on the way we got lost in what was real, what was truth. Maybe it was not love we shared. Maybe it was just the overwhelming need to live, the fear that if we lost the balance we would lose ourselves. Like Yin and Yang, without the balance neither can exist."
She paused, her look turning to Seto, a weak smile across her lips. "We have become so needy of one another we think we can't do it on your own. Now its time we learn that we can." Her smile grew. "We taught one another all that we could and we brought one another through the flames of hell. Now here we are, alive and free because of it. Its our time to shine alone. Time to move on without one another and live the life we have always wanted."
She cupped Seto's cheeks between her hands and looked into his eyes. "Please don't give up on me. I do love you very much. Please give me time to adjust to this. To realize I can do this without him. I know I can, and I will be a better person in the end when I come to that realization."
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Post by Seto Tetsuya on Nov 7, 2016 21:59:34 GMT -6
"You want me to wait for you..." asked Seto, his voice a bit hoarse. "While you...get over Gin?" He shook his head, pulling away from Kita. "How much longer..."
"I'm not leaving you!" said Kita, cupped Seto's cheeks again. "I'll be with you. Just bear with me while I..."
"Get over another man." Seto pulled away from Kita again. This time, rising to his feet. "How long is this going to take?"
Kita sighed. "However long it takes. But, I'm not going anywhere."
Shaking his head, Seto sighed. "What if he comes, and he whisks you away like he always does?! Because, Gin doesn't know how to fucking deal with a problem without running the fuck away! What happens then, hm? Nothing short of the Soul King saving his life, you stop me from killing him! You know that, right?"
"You're both immortal."
"He would still die!"
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Post by Kita Miyamoto on Nov 7, 2016 22:08:14 GMT -6
Kita stayed to the ground sitting on bent legs, her hands folded in her lap. "Do you want me to leave, Seto? Do you want me to go away and deal with it on my own so you do not have to suffer with it as well? I know it hurts you you know he stills has a special place in my heart." She looked up at him as he stood with his hands shoved deep in his pockets.
"I can go back to the human realm and stay at the house there. With Sumi no one will bother me or at least they would not live to tell about it if they did." She pushed up off the ground and stood in front of him. "I will be close enough for you to come visit and it will give me time to deal with you do not want to deal with."
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Post by Seto Tetsuya on Nov 7, 2016 22:16:40 GMT -6
"I don't want you to go anywhere." he grunted in a low voice. "I just don't want him to take you from me. Whatever he said to you when I left...whatever has got you out here...It's probably bullshit. And, because he can't deal with shit, he's just going to come in and pick you up and disappear with you. You know..." Seto sighed as he knelt down in front of Kita. "You are fine without Gin. Gin is not okay without you. He clings to you. Part of his game is being satisfied with his own bullshit by using you and Rangiku as ways to justify his intentions. They loved him. They must see something in him that we don't see. Something good... He doesn't have you anymore. He doesn't have Rangiku. And, if he does...She's a dumb as he is. But, he can't have a game without pieces to play with."
Seto took Kita's hands in his. "He's just like Aizen. He will come for you..."
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Post by Kita Miyamoto on Nov 7, 2016 22:31:24 GMT -6
Kita shook her head as it lowered. "Its over between us. His actions and his words verified what you had been telling me. He was using me. I was nothing more than a pawn in his game." She sniffled as he tugged her hands from Seto to cover her face.
"I was such a fool!" She sobbed into her hands. "I was so busy watching my back with Aizen so not to be played by him. I let Gin in and he played me like a fine tuned instrument."
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Post by Seto Tetsuya on Nov 7, 2016 22:37:58 GMT -6
"Stop!" Seto pulled Kita's hands away from her face. "He doesn't get your tears. No more crying over him, love. I won't allow it." He smiled as he kissed her forehead. "I'm sorry you have to go through this, love." He smiled as he wrapped his arms around her. "Enough of that. Can we go home? Or, at least to the first division, hm? I want to see my son."
Kita wrapped her arms around Seto planting her face into his chest as she nodded her head slowly. "I am sorry I hurt you so badly with this. If I had only known." She let Seto take her hand in his as he turned her to face the First Division and started to walk them back toward it with his arm wrapped tightly around her.
"Don't worry about it. Just...feel better, alright? I love you. And, I swear to Kisuke's ego...If you mope for longer than a week I will do something crazy!" he said with a chuckle. "I'm serious. I will."
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Post by Kita Miyamoto on Nov 7, 2016 23:00:12 GMT -6
Kita giggled lightly as she wiped away the last bit of her tears. "So how will I know when you do something crazy?"
Seto pulled back slightly as they walked and looked at her. "And what is that supposed to mean?"
Kita shrugged, "You're always doing something crazy?"
"Oh is that right?!" Seto playfully growled at her as he dipped down and gently shouldered her stomach, lifting her up on to it as he kept walking. He slapped her ass as she screamed out with a giggle.
"SETO!!" She squirmed from her location on his shoulder as he slapped her ass again. "Seto!! Stop it!!"
Seto turned his head and bit lightly into her hip as he growled. "Why afraid I might turn you on?"
Kita giggled as she reached down with one of her hands and slapped Seto on the ass, he jolted and growled again. "You might!" She giggled.
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Post by Seto Tetsuya on Nov 8, 2016 6:30:28 GMT -6
"And, that wouldn't be so bad!" laughed Seto. "You haven't complained about my turning on you, so far!" Seto kept walking, his wife over his shoulder. "Promise me something, pregnant one."
"What's that?" questioned Kita, as she giggled.
"Promise me that you won't do this again." he said. "You left our son behind, while you were in this little Ichimaru induced daze of yours. Even with Sumi, you're out in the open. You don't know who is watching or following you. Don't forget. Koga can see nearly everything. He could have told Aizen you were out here. Then, Aizen could have told your best friend to come get you." Seto snickered at his last remark.
Kita slapped Seto on the back as hard as she could. "Sada is not my best friend, you jerk!" She huffed as Seto began to laughed loudly. "It's not funny."
"I think it's hilarious!"
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Post by Kita Miyamoto on Nov 8, 2016 11:31:37 GMT -6
Kita grew silent as she kissed the side of Seto's head. "I just keep apologizing to you tonight."
"Stop it," Seto demanded again. "I just want you to stop and think before you act. Things might have been quiet the last three years, but you know that bunch as well as I do. They are always watching. I just want you to be safe and keep our children safe as well."
"I understand, and I will do my best to keep us all safe. No more acting on a whim. I promise." She kissed the side of his head again taking in his fresh scent. She nuzzled into his hair and inhaled deeply as his scent calmed her even more. "I love you." She whispered softly to him.
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Post by Seto Tetsuya on Nov 8, 2016 12:40:56 GMT -6
"I know." Seto replied softly. "I think we should get back to the little one before he wakes." He chuckled as Kita kicked her legs in the. "I want you to rest well, tonight. Because, in the morning, early morning, we're training."
"But, Kisuke wants to-"
"Don't care!" interrupted Seto. "We're training until you pass out or I do."
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Post by Kita Miyamoto on Nov 8, 2016 12:45:23 GMT -6
"But what if I don't want to sleep." She whispered seductively in his ear pulling back slightly. Then moved back and nipped the lob of his ear. "What if I want to play until I pass out?"
"WE can do that too." grinned Seto. "We'll have to find somewhere to stash the dragon."
Kita shrugged. "He can have the bed. There is the main room. The bathroom. The kitchen." She giggled softly. "Kisuke's office."
Seto laughed loudly. "Ha! What a way to get him. Have sex on his desk." Seto shook his head. "You're a devious one, love."
Kita giggled softly as she lifted her upper body and slid down into Seto's arms as he now held her bridal style. She wrapped her arms around his neck and nuzzled her face into his neck kissing light. "I was just trying to think of a place close to Kadaj and not wake him."
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Post by Seto Tetsuya on Nov 8, 2016 16:28:55 GMT -6
Seto grinned raising a brow. "Thinking of Kadaj? Or, are you out to scar daddy? Then again, his love making is probably just as crazy. I mean hell, they made Kenji." Kita playfully hit Seto on the chest. "Hey!" Seto's grin widened. "Do you think Kyoraku left that little box of toys there?" he asked, looking down at Kita. "You've got Sumi, again. We don't have to be as delicate as we've been. However delicate that may be."
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